My Inner Light

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Just like any other day, I walked into my yoga class; with little or no knowledge that I won’t walk out of the class as the same person, that I would be redefined in that period of one hour or so and that I would experience something beyond everything, something so surreal but yet so real.

Everything was same except the yoga teacher; she was new and really petite. As soon as I entered the hall, she held her tranquil gaze on me for more than what is considered average. I gave her a tight-lipped smile. She smiled back; her eyes were still firm on me, making me self-conscious.

She then asked me to relax and what a voice it was! So melodious! I was enthralled for a while but then I forced myself to concentrate. She started the Asana’s and we followed, her diction was a treat to my hearing senses. I was lost in the symphony of her words. She then asked us to proceed to Shavasana, one of the most popular yoga posture as we have to just lie down in it, but definitely one of the most effective. I lied down on my back, assuming myself to be completely relaxed.

But then her soothing voice asked us to consciously relax from our toes to our head, so relax that you stop feeling its presence and my body became the slave of her talks. It just got enveloped in an unusual but powerful energy full of relaxation and comfort, that I stopped feeling myself. It was pure consciousness of being without any feel of my body. It was so wonderful, I was in awe and I was thoughtless for once. Her voice was working as a musical therapy and I was just there listening. She then guided us to sit down in Sukhaasan(normal sitting posture) without opening our eyes, and my body obediently followed her instructions, still thoughtless.

As soon as I sat down, I felt something strike and it was all white, shining crystal white, like a diamond kept in sunlight. The brightness was intriguing, astonishing and captivating. It held me right there, away from the world, it made me realize that the vast ocean that needs to be explored is nowhere but inside. There were subsequent hypnotizing patterns, there were ripples, waves, circles and so much more. My eyes were closed but still it could feel the delightful burn from the blinding dazzle. I don’t know for how long I sat there without the feel of my body with just the bright light igniting me until there was an evident vibrating tap on my head and that is when the bright light faded and my body was awakened.

That was the moment of realization and ultimate bliss.  Slowly, I opened my eyes, and I could feel the fresh tears uncontrollably rolling down my eyes. I sat there transfixed, mesmerized and tongue-tied.

My teacher looked at me and smiled, “You felt it right?”

I nodded my  head with a subtle smile forming on my tear-stained  face, still confused about what I felt.

She came to me and wiped my tears and then, she surprisingly hugged me tight. I cried even more with bliss. It was so overwhelming, I had probably experienced my inner light which I never thought I had and it was so bright, It made me feel the immense potential that I have and the immense energy which is waiting to be tapped.

In my dazed blissful state,  the world around me felt beautiful, from the blowing breeze to the dancing trees. Everything was swaying with joy celebrating my inner tour; the birds around me were enthusiastically congratulating me by their harmonious chirping.

At that moment, I was totally in awe with the pleasure of existence.



7 thoughts on “My Inner Light

    hasmeetwrites said:
    June 16, 2016 at 10:03 am

    First of all, your writing is just beautiful. The choice of words, the flow and the expressions used are impeccable. And the way you captivated my attention as to what was waiting and then how beautiful you expressed what you experienced, left me in awe of your writing. Secondly, it was a really inspiring post. Talking about full potential, which I think every human being need to understand, and relating to your own enlightenment is just perfect.

    Loved the post 🙂

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      preetixd responded:
      June 16, 2016 at 1:39 pm

      Thank you so much Haspreet😊 This is my most special post and your appreciation means the world to me right now! This is that one write up for which i didn’t even think once what I was writing, I just wrote to capture the moment in words!


    Erika Kind said:
    June 16, 2016 at 3:35 pm

    Our inner light, our self, is so much more than words could express. Being in alignment with it is the greatest feeling and fulfillment we can have. There are no words to describe it because it is far beneath the world of words. That is when we are overflowing and this shows up in tears…. wonderful, Preeti!

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      preetixd responded:
      June 17, 2016 at 8:59 am

      YES mam, I so agree with you, no words can justify the depth of the emotion we feel at that moment, it is so overwhelming and so new that you just cannot take in all the bliss and all the pleasure without welling up! It tears you apart and joins you still, it is marvelous. Already waiting to feel it again…

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        Erika Kind said:
        June 17, 2016 at 8:20 pm

        It is about the first time of feeling it. Once you know how it feels you can have it again and most of all you know that it is there! It is so important that you simply felt it once because it is absolutely impossible to explain! 💖


        preetixd responded:
        June 19, 2016 at 2:57 pm

        So true! I feel so lucky right now ❤ 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

        Erika Kind said:
        June 19, 2016 at 3:26 pm



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