The Story

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She catches herself in the mirror off guard, Twinkling eyes and a soft smile.  Surprised by herself, she starts reminiscing. Little did she know a year ago that she could get back. She had lost all the hopes from life, drowning herself into her own pool of misery. Broken from the world and shattered from within. She didn’t even realize how everything started to get fine. It just happened the day she decided to find solace within herself. People came and gave advice, sent her quotes and made her feel obliged to feel fine but the reality was such that, she could only be fine when she was actually ready to be fine. She accepted that mourning surely did some good to her; it made her realize the value of her smile and the happiness that was bubbling inside. She knew that this feeling was worth fighting for with everything.

It was a long journey, people might say, it was just a year but only she knew how longer that one year felt. How ironic it is when you are all gleeful, the time flies like never before and when you are moping, the time seems to stop. Minutes seem like hours and days like months. You are all smiling on the outside but somewhere something feels dead inside, some spark which seems impossible to find. She remembers frantically working all the time, just to avoid the emptiness inside and the nagging feeling which was continuously questioning her self esteem.

It was certainly a hard time, the persistent unintentional comparison of her own down trodden life with the visible good parts of others life, she didn’t care to think that even others might be going through something, after all everybody has their lives divided into two distinct fragments, one which they proudly show off to the world and the other which they skilfully hide. However, she now believes that nothing is wrong in opening up and showing herself as her experience might help some other poor self suffering from the same predicament.

So she opens up her diary and starts to write, her story which has been left unsaid ever since…but the question is will she ever have enough courage to share it?

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3 thoughts on “The Story

    Prateek Kohli said:
    May 8, 2016 at 7:24 pm

    Yes she will 🙂 She will feel her heartbeat rise, her mind will tell her to stop every moment, but when she finishes it, she’ll be so proud of herself 😉
    Always a fan of the way you think. Always looking for both sides of every story gives you a wonderful uniqueness. Loved the way you talked about the double lives we all live, the inner conflicts, and of course, sharing and dealing with it 😃

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      preetixd responded:
      May 8, 2016 at 7:39 pm

      ‘She’ doesn’t know what to say! This comment is making her all giddy 😛 So she will simply Thank and run away!

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