Life in an Abstract form

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You can see that one way, shining brightly while everything else is dipped in darkness. Your body takes you there and you go with it. You are strolling by your own self admiring the beauty of the lights; you believe that there is something here, something deep. Something that can get you to the answers that you need, something that can solve your mysteries. You keep strolling ahead, looking in all directions. You are mesmerized by the beauty, you cannot decipher what it actually is but you are finding yourself being so deeply attracted to it. You wait for a while, just to take all of it in and then it all starts getting dark, and that’s when your conscience pokes you out of nowhere and asks you the questions you fear the most, It questions your motives, your rationale and your sanity.

You float inside your own self in search of some answers but no, you find nothing, you are just lost. You are losing the battle with your conscience. It’s laughing on you, loud and clear. You can hear it but you cannot bear it. You hold on both of your ears tight just to avoid the cacophony, but you are failing miserably. You get on your knees shouting out to yourself begging for answers, you need to know what made you come here, what is this place and how will go back. You keep shouting louder and louder but the laughter still lingers inside your ear drums. You are trying your best to get a laconic reply; your mind is fully occupied thinking various possibilities in amid of the song possibilities. You shout at your thoughts for recalling the song lyrics at this point of time, but they are involuntary.

You try to calm your senses, you breathe in and out. Calming sensation eases you a bit; you loosen your hold from your ears. The laughter is still there but the intensity is quite low, you can bear it. You smile at this thought faintly and get up, you look around. It is dark; the lights are so dim now! Your perspicacity pushes you forward just to knows what’s this place and beyond. You keep walking; all your senses are highly enlightened, highly circumspect. You are panting, blood is rushing through your veins, and you can feel its warmth. You close your eyes and try to soothe yourself, making yourself believe that you won’t let anything wrong happen to you and you move ahead. Your legs are moving in a sync, you can hear the click clack of your shoes forming a musical rhythm. Your mind is processing so many things at a time, so many questions are erupting. Your conscience is making you realize your mistake, you are understanding it but not regretting it because you know, that you will find a way out. Everything has a way out; there is no full stop to life until and unless you put it there. You fuel up the faith that you have in yourself and then, you feel a sense of pleasure.

You raise your head and hold it up high and you start walking fast, you start looking around in all directions. Your adrenaline is rushing, you can feel it. You can even see yourself coming out of this mess successfully, you keep moving ahead even if your body is giving up and then, really far-off of somewhere you see a light twinkling. You can feel your lips twitching upwards at that moment, all your energy is restored. You know that you can achieve this milestone. You can and you will, you keep walking. You have your eyes glued there, it is getting closer, and you can see it getting bigger and bigger after your each step.

No sooner, you are there, you can see your world. You can see where you belong right in front of your eyes and that’s when you know that EVERYTHING WAS WORTH IT.

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11 thoughts on “Life in an Abstract form

    Shubhit Khaneja said:
    May 11, 2015 at 6:49 pm

    Intrigued through out. Cheers!

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    Himali Shah said:
    May 17, 2015 at 12:47 pm

    Very well penned

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    Prateek Kohli said:
    May 26, 2015 at 8:20 pm

    I am in love with this! Each expression so beautifully worded that it takes place in front of the eyes. And the story of winning, overcoming everything – enchanting ! The battle with consciousness, able to hear it but unable to bear it. Amazingly depicted that the biggest obstacle in our journey towards accomplishment is our doubtful mind. Great work as always 🙂

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      preetixd responded:
      May 26, 2015 at 8:27 pm

      Thank you! You know, this one article just flew from inside, I had no idea what I was writing. It’s very special to me! 🙂

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        Prateek Kohli said:
        May 26, 2015 at 8:31 pm

        The beauty of unadulterated thoughts being penned is visible 🙂

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        preetixd responded:
        May 26, 2015 at 8:34 pm

        Hehe! Thanks! ^^

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    Ashish kumar said:
    May 27, 2015 at 11:32 am

    Beautiful creation… very well expressed… hats off to your imagination… liked it… 🙂

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